BARELY BREATHING

....kilometers of brisk walking (in the office TODAY).....2.56....ok, a bit of an exaggeration there :P
....Angels & Demons page number.....47

Hectic....consider that a mild way to describe the day....whatever it is, I'm leaving the office soon....

Why the hurry? I'm supposed to meet up with Zai tonite. How many years since I last met her? 2 years? More? Very much looking forward to it. The first person I know from my close knit circle of friends who became a mom recently....Nobody saw that coming, almost....(Cyique, I notice that you are still writing....thanks for the contribution....bolehlah sambil-sambil jaga baby tu, asah sikit bakat menulis you ;P). The whole irony is that while Zai is here in KL for a biz trip, I'll be down in JB at the same time! Nice swap, eh Zai?

I hope I'll have the opportunity to write while I'm down south. So, till then.....

MAMA OH MAMA...

Sedar tak sedar hampir 3 bulan i jadi mak. MAK. Satu perkataan yang sangat asing memandangkan kita masih lagi tengah huha huhah. Tengok2 dah jadi mak.Sampai sekarang i masih lagi dalam keadaan blur,"Betul ke aku ni dah ada anak". Macam tak caye jer.

tapi bila tengok insan kecil di hadapan mata ni, terasa seperti kuch2 hota hai. Sengih2 dengan gusinyer tu. Bau susu masam. Rambut alahai seconit jer. Mata chinky nyer. Memang kuch2 hota hai angie. Tapi bila dia nangis, adui,runtuh bumbung rasanya.

Sekarang ni lagi terasa disebabkan kita dah duduk sendiri, bukan dengan mak lagi. Kalau dengan mak, bila Djah nangis jer terus bagi kat opah dia. Opah la yang periksa lampin, tukar lampin, mandikan, kena dodoikan dan buat susu dia.

Minggu yang pertama tu rasa seperti nak nangis jer (dah nangis dah pun). Penat sangat!!! Tapi lama-kelamaan kita jadi lali dan boleh agak lepas ni apa dia nak. Walaubagaimanapun penat tetap penat.

I tabik spring pada ibu-ibu yang berkerjaya di luar sana terutama pada ibu tunggal. i tak dapat bayangkan bagaimana hebatnya tanggungjawab mereka. So to Zai, TOINGGGG!!!!! TABIK SPRING UNTUK PUAN!!!

ONE THING

......must go for massage.......any recommendation?


restless tonight
cause I wasted the light
between both these times
i drew a really thin line
it’s nothing I planned
and not that I can
but you should be mine
across that line

if I traded it all
if I gave it all away for one thing
just for one thing
if I sorted it out
if I knew all about this one thing
wouldn’t that be something

i promise I might
not walk on by
maybe next time
but not this time

even though I know
i don’t want to know
yeah I guess I know
i just hate how it sounds

even though I know
i don’t want to know
yeah I guess I know
i just hate how it sounds

WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS

Sam & Asly,
Thanks for hanging out with me last night. It was good to see you guys again...

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Yup, I'm finally doing this. Okey, I told you guys that I'll start later this year, but hell, it's September, why wait? I might not have the urge by then, eh?

So it's September now. Like you said, time flies. Like any other year, there are hiccups here and there, but today, I'm particularly happy. Just because I have good people around me. Sometimes I complain that my close friends are too busy for me, but they're closer than I think. All I have to do is just pick up the phone (which, I may feel lazy to do anyway, hence the complaining). So, for my first entry, I wanna say that I appreciate all the good moments (and bad, well, sometimes) we went through, the inspirations, lessons in life, the sillyness, the tears, memories some I still dearly hold on to. Thanks guys.

Moving on....progress in life so far....career: good, social life: good, finance: also good, hopefully no bad surprises till the end of the year. Have yet to accomplish this year: sign up for music classes, learn sign language, REGULAR yoga sessions, white water rafting. Anybody who could hook me up here?....