ANGELS AND GIRLFRIENDS

....to quote

1. Zar - "beneath all that gelebeh, there is a keras"
2. Som - "we are the fungi"
3. Meredith Grey - "the point is, we cannot help who we fall in love with"....


What a way to end the week.

I had another great time with the girls yesterday. Wawa, Dylla, Raz, Sal, Zar and I met up and had lunch at One Utama. We stayed a few hours there; if it wasn't for Wawa having to leave for work, Raz, Sal and Zar rushing to attend Maya's KL reception and myself with another commitment, we would have hung around longer. So we decided on a game plan that will see us meet again in another month; attending the Asasi Reunion in April. That way, we'll all have no excuse not to go, as it has to be paid for. We'll also try to convince the other girls to show up. Because we'll need a bigger group to be anti-social during the event not to be too obvious! ;)

So we didn't spend enough time together, girl's talk and all. Later that night we found ourselves back together at Starbucks. Sal and Zar are flying back to Sabah the next morning so what the heck. I was a bit bummed about something so it was also a good way to ease my mind. We stayed until the Manager himself came to clear our table and tell us that they were closing for the night. Our cue to head back home. That was 1 a.m. I don't remember the last time I drove home alone in the morning.

Being emotional and refusing to show emotions is very hard. I don't know why I do it but I don't know how to handle it otherwise. Sometimes it helps, sometimes it doesn't. To me, I just don't like to get caught up too much in pondering about the what ifs and the whys. That's when the misunderstandings surface because until I'm ready, I don't talk about what's bothering me.

I've been told so many times not to keep things to myself. I try.

I spent my morning at the bazaar today. Sunny and hot.

....all I need is....but don't we all?

Such an intense episode of Grey's Anatomy today.