THAT I WOULD BE GOOD

....tranquil Sunday and sleep deprived....


....that I would be good even if I did nothing
....that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
....that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
....that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

....that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
....that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
....that I would be great if I was no longer queen
....that I would be grand if I was not all knowing

....that I would be loved even when I numb myself
....that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
....that I would be loved even when I was fuming
....that I would be good even if I was clingy

....that I would be good even if I lost sanity
....that I would be good
....whether with or without you