MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE

- Adele -

....there will be things that your doctor doesn't say that make you wonder....


My ultrasound started on a positive note until the doctor began pausing more frequently and squinting at the monitor, going back to the same locations, raising an eyebrow, then raising both, taking more snapshots and finally you detect a soft frown. When you start hearing him mutter words like 'Multiple' and 'Lost count' and 'Too many', you're beyond curiosity to take a peek at what he's looking at. Finally you see a nod and hear an almost inaudible sigh....

"It's normal for your age, but having so many is not common", i.e. that puts me under the high(er) risk category.

"You'll be talking to Dr. P tomorrow." I chatted with him for a while, smiled and thanked him.

Is it bad?

As of now, No. Just needs frequent monitoring. But I'll get details tomorrow.

Yup, that's today. Things happen as they should be. But this won't slow me down, no matter what the outcome may be, tomorrow at the doctor's, in the near future, or further down the road. Doesn't matter. Life is short and the one thing I could offer, I'll give whole-heartedly to anyone, I do not ask for anything in return. Just maybe sit with me once in a while, because I get bored too, and I don't mind conversations of any kind, be it of the weather :)

I decide I am not going to be overly discreet about this, nor will I be ashamed to tell it just the way it is. Perhaps others will listen, and others may learn.

break