- Tord Gustavsen Trio -
As I sit in the waiting hall this morning, I can feel my palms sweaty. More than usual.
"It's nothing, it's really nothing."
I looked down on the floor and traced the sets of shoeprints.
For the first time in my life, I'm feeling fucking....scared. I won't even know the result for sure in the next few days.
And it hit me.
How alone I feel when I know I'm not.
How lonely I feel and I just don't understand the reason. Why.
....What's up with that? The mind is humming to Funkytown but the heart is aching so bad that it hurts. Hurt. You again. I don't need you right now.
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1 week ago
2 comments:
Yah... what's up with that? You got many people who care, trully do. But even when you feel scared and lonely and it seems or feels like nobody is there, remember God always is and He will guide the way and light the path.
Hope is some extraordinary spiritual grace that God gives us to control our fears, not to oust them. ~Vincent McNabb
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