THE HEART OF SATURDAY NIGHT


Achievement of the day:

40 sen to park at the mall.

Bloody serious.

Retardedly cheap.

Oh, and first pool session for diving.

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UNTIL THE END


Every single time I feel like writing, the internet connection at home gives me a hard time.

Then I forget.

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STOP AND STARE

....my dear, I'll just sit here as long as you need me to so you won't have your emo moment alone. Can't get the song out of my head anyway! :) ....


This town is colder now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself
Counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal
For the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

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AMIE

....life is sometimes over-rated. Life should just be simple....


Over tofu and '3-veggie', I was asked a question.

About two hours later, after a nice warm shower, I still find myself thinking what the answer is.

How did I become what I am today? How am I different from the intimidating head-prefect persona I project in that old photo on the wall?

To be honest, I do feel very much the same girl in the photo.

Just that along the way, I learned a thing or two.

To grieve is OK. But when you stop crying, laugh more.

To be hurt is OK. But when you decide to stand up again, love more.

To have an unexpectedly undesirable change in your life is OK. But once you get over the resentment, embrace change.

To be lost is OK. But when a friend offers to walk alongside you, accept.

To hide from the world is OK. But when you come out, be brave and venture into the unknown.

To make bad choices is OK. But when the dust has settled, admit to yourself you did.

I can just go on and on.

So my dear friend, I do not have a definite answer for you. I'm just unable to point to one particular period that finally defines who I am now.

But one thing I know.

I am a better person.

And I'm sure that's what matters most.

p.s. There actually exist really cool head-prefects out there ;)

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COSY IN A ROCKET


I'm just a tiny speck in this vast and cornerless universe, stripped of my navigational ability or even to manouver myself, even a guiding star couldn't do me any good.

That's how I manage to scare myself sometimes.

But it is also telling me that the possibility is endless, that maybe I have to work harder to get that engine kicking. Jumpstart.

Begin a new adventure.

At least to kill the alien monster, save the planet.

Again, bear with me.

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QUANDO, QUANDO, QUANDO


5.13 a.m.

Freaking can't sleep.

Edward Norton playing the next Hulk. I'm intrigued.

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LIGHT SURROUNDING YOU


Sometimes, this is just all I need.

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MIND TRICK


A swirling mass of contradictions.

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SELFISH JEAN


Well, I'd say....

;)
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SUGA SUGA

....WHINE & dine....


There are some things money just can't buy....

Except for a box of Big Apple donuts, a KFC mini bucket and two Venti Starbucks.

Time spent consuming all that with your best buddy: PRICELESS

And we actually finished everything by 2 a.m., albeit almost having our eyes pop out from all the sinfulness of good food. We were literally talking with our eyes closed at the end of it all. It's the food I tell you!!!!

I'm glad we did that. Another 2 weeks is too long a wait.

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ERASE / REPLACE


Such a wet Wednesday.

Did I say Wednesday?

Hell, I even got my days wrong.

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